Escaping Work

Sometimes I’ll find myself working on something that needs to be done. I have no interest in doing it and I only want for it to get over. The feeling of what I want to do next constantly polluting what I am doing right now. The act of cleaning the dishes polluted by the plans of cooking, the plans of cooking polluted by the plans of working and so on.

And in that muddled polluted mind I find it hard to see things going wrong, its hard to see opportunities to find joy and its hard to enjoy the minutes as they are passing along me. I need to remember that it is more agreeable to ‘control desiring’ rather than vehemently ‘desiring control’ for the simple reason to find calm, joy and harmony.